so everything feels so very numb. i feel kinda like im hovering over my body looking at what im doing. i look kinda silly wearing my sequin top staring into an illuminated screen. i am trying to learn swedish. i learned important things like: kan jag fa kupp kaffe is asking for a cup of coffee. hur mar du is asking how you are. snoglittrande is when everything is glittering with snow. kak is cake and enslig is lonely.